loverswidow's Journals on Buzznet http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[I would read this before you add me to your friends list]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/1726701/would-read-before-add-friends/ if your one of those peopel who just add people to add them and don't talk the them then i wouldn't bother adding me to your page. if you don't talk to me regularly i;m deleting you from my account

]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2008-01-26T17:33:00Z <![CDATA[Just another day in the life]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/1723281/just-another-day-life/ not much going on today except that i got offered a 2000 dollar scholar ship opportunity. but other than than pretty boring. i have never really bloged before so this is kinda my first time. i don't know what has been wrong with me lately i've been in such a shitty mood its lasted almost all week. so if i pissed anybody off i am sorry in advance. i havn't really been myself and every thing is just starting to hit me so hard, i wish i could just go back to my normal attitude. lately everything has been pissing me off and i just start being a bitch and i hate that i do that to people. although today did have some high points.

i came home to my dad drinking vodka a 4;00 which is always fun, and luckly i got to spend the weekend at my uncle's house. people think they can read me so easily. they think i;m the pretty little white girl who dosn't have any problems and gets whatever she wants but its the exact opposite. i;m the girl who has to fight for what she wants and when she gets it has to fight to keep ahold of it. so people can think whatever they want because it don't phaze me i will always be strong and nothin can break me down.

just so some people know i am going through my friends list and deleting anyone who hasn't responded to messages in like three months so if you get deleted that's why.

]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2008-01-26T00:29:00Z <![CDATA[Welcome Home Lyrics by Cohhed and Cambria]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/46306/welcome-home-lyrics-cohhed-cambria/
You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die





]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2006-08-21T01:52:09Z <![CDATA[Face Down Lyrics by Red JumpSuit Apperatious]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/46305/face-down-lyrics-red-jumpsuit/
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.





]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2006-08-21T01:48:49Z <![CDATA[I Never Told You What I Do For A Living Lyrics by MCR]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/46304/never-told-living-lyrics-mcr/ Stay out of the light
Or the photograph that I gave you
You can say a prayer if you need to
Or just get in line and I'll grieve you
Can I meet you, alone
Another night and I'll see you
Another night and I'll be you
Some other way to continue
To hide my face

[Chorus:]
Another knife in my hands
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty babe
The kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes
I keep a book of the names and those

Only go so far 'til you bury them
So deep and down we go

Touched by angels, though I fall out of grace
I did it all so maybe I'd live this every day

[Chorus:]
Another knife in my hands
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty babe
It ain't the money and it sure as hell ain't just for the fame
It's for the bodies I claim and lose

Only go so far 'til you bury them
So deep and down we go

Down

And down we go
And down we go
And down we go
And we all fall down

I tried
I tried

And we'll all dance alone to the tune of your death
We'll love again, we'll laugh again
And it's better off this way

And never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now.

Well never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now.

Well I tried
One more night
One more night
well I'm laughin' out, cryin' out, laughin' out loud
I tried, well I tried, well I tried,
'Cause I tried, but I lied
I lied

I tried
I tried
I tried

And we'll love again, we'll laugh again
We'll cry again and we'll dance again
And it's better off this way
So much better off this way
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed

And never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2006-08-21T01:46:53Z <![CDATA[Give em' Hell Kid by MCR]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/46303/give-em-hell-kid-mcr/
Oh baby here comes the sound!
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.
This is how we like to do it in the murder scene.
Can we settle up the score?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.

You're beautiful!

Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day.
Like the firing squad or the mess you made.
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street.
In the best damn dress I own?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
You're so far away.
So c'mon show me how.
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.

Some might say we are made from the sharpest things you say
We are young and we don't care.
Your dreams and your hopeless hair.
We never wanted it to be this way.
For all our lives.
Do you care {at all}?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
You're so far away.
So c'mon show me how.
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.

(Won't you tell me?)
(Well, there's no way I'm kissing that guy)

]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2006-08-21T01:43:58Z <![CDATA[i love these lyrics by aiden]]> http://loverswidow.buzznet.com/user/journal/29073/love-lyrics-aiden/ Unbreakable (I.J.M.A.) So now your pictures worth a thousand words, you meant so much to me it hurts. This tattoo on my wrist this feeling can’t be missed. You meant so much to make things worse. Get ready for the impact, I promise you wont feel a thing tonight. Get ready for the angels, to come and take away your pain and sight, at the moment of passing. I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for. I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for. Get ready for the ending, I promise you feel the earth tonight. And this is for the mending, to heal the hearts of the friends you left alive, at the moment of passing.
I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for. I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for. This is my tribute to your life. In this moment, this violent careless moment, I make believe that you’re still here I’ll see you out tonight. I hold you close and hold you dear, keep you by my side. Forever and a lifetime, just a blink and you’re gone I wish you’d stay. And this is for your moment, I finally get to say goodbye the right way, while everyone’s listening. I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for. I know that memories never die so this is my angel, and I know my scars wont heal tonight, cause they’re paid for, paid for.]]> Buzznet loverswidow 2006-06-16T19:11:48Z